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I'm just a girl who lives in this ordinary world. ♥

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♥ Saturday, October 14 ♥
house cleaning today.
just washed the balcony and i hope its clean.
i'm now in the middle of cleaning my roomie.
found letters from the past,memories that've been long gone..
and memories i wanna let go,the little black box..

and i stumbled upon this letter.a letter of hope,love,encouragement and the will to live..
it was given to me when i was lying in hospital
he was a friend,a friend full of love and courage..
a person who gave a whole new meaning to life.
i truly belive that God sent him to speak to me,that was the time i was deeply troubled and decided to take my life..
he was so important,but sadly,he was forgotten...

and so,this post os dedicated to you..

this boy by the name of Benjiamin..
i don't know where you are now,if you're still alive or safely in God's palace..
i have no idea how to contact you..
but i really wanna thank you for taking the 1st step.

there i was lyin in bed,wondering why i didnt die..
and you came in with a smile on your face,sat by my side and talked to me..
and i learnt that you didnt have much time left...your kidney failed,and unless you found a suitable donor,you'll die..
and you were in hospital almost everyday because you had treatments which only helped a lil as it all depended on a new kidney..
you visited me everyday,keeping me company.. wrote letters to me..

this is what you wrote :
"I've been through many ups and downs,pain and loneliness.I've seen my friends suffering too,all because they were born different.And through all that,I still feel that God bringing ny problem of kidney failure upon me is a Blessing.Through i've experience the greatest miracle God has given me,my family and friends.They made me treasure life more.I had a friend who had cancer and passed away in front of me.I truly cried.I've never cried like that before.But 1 thing i've learnt from her was how brvely she endured and how strongly she embraced life."


thank you benji,wherever you are..
i really really hope that you're alive..
i truly admire you..

thank you for crossing my path..
and i do hope that maybe one day,i could see you and thank you..
i'm sorry i stopped writing to you in 2002..
if only i could write to you again.



Love,
Cheryl




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